As in every environment where you work with motivated people, competition may frustrate you. However, it is part of the game.
Beekeeper is a dynamic company organism (from biology perspective). It tends to re-invent itself if things do not go well.
For example, we move from working in teams by domains, later reorganize in Swarms across different teams, later combine functions. This actually great but some team leaders or managers lack the managerial skills to cope with that.
This lead that some of the co-workers live in the limbo, where there is not feedback provided or regular supervision, even not a clear career path.
In those conditions, you must be proactive to make your work shine. (This is not easy if you look for a normal desk job.)